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| Friday, February 22, 2008

I think my inner auntie is growling louder and fighting to take over my mind harder these days as the time goes by.

HAHA. Because I have been emo these days, which FORTUNATELY, has come to a stop! Yes please, applaud for me, because it's no easy feat. LOL. And the rate of reminising of old days is slowly diminishing from my mind, because I figured I shouldn't give too much a shit out of everything! It's not as easy as it sounds, and it isn't working at first, but keep psycho-ing yourself you shouldn't give a shit about it and you will eventually :)

Okay I shall stop about the 'shit' thing.

Back to the inner auntie. I'm reaching 20 (EVERYONE IS. NAHAHAHA). So as a lady, I'm more conscious of my facial representation. My pimples are popping out at a horrifying rate and I suddenly felt the need to buy facial wash. Yeah yeah I never had a proper facial wash =/ Because I never felt the need to (I'M NOT HAOLIAN-ING, JUST STATING THE FACTS XD). But yeah! I heard that ladies should start to care for themselves once they reach 25. But I do it at age 20 =D

Anyway I have always complained about having fat eyebags that weigh a ton and they are sagging my skin like MAD. And the worst thing is, they are BLACK and I don't even look like a panda because at least they look cute with those black eyes. So, after being a miserable miser for the whole of my 19 years, I have decided to let my heart bleed by buying a $75 eye cream!!! Can you believe it! $75 for only an eye cream!!! HAHAHA.

(But that's Shiseido lah. Explains the price tag ahahha.)

This is why women's money are easy to earn. If I ever get to do my own business, I shall make sure I venture into one that is at least related to women's stuffs. Lol.

Recently I keep going out with ZT and she had witnessed my incredible shopping spree these few days. I had spent around 200+ dollars in just 4 days. Muahahaha. My heart is bleeding v.v But I hope all my 'investments' don't disappoint. And that includes a new haircut! :)

YES, I finally plucked out the courage to challenge myself to sport SHORT HAIR! Now I can't tie my hair. I still think it looks weird on me since the last time I had really short hair was I was in K1, but I think I have to live with it for another few months hahaha. Who knows, I might be keeping short hair for a long time to come, I was really sick and tired of having to maintain long hair. AND MY HAIR COSTS 98 BUCKS. w00t. 98. It's so freaking ex. I hate my impulsive nature T_T

This entry is just all about my shopping spree. So meaningless. You have just wasted approximately 15 minutes of your life reading this senseless post. HAHA!

Shuf

Created at 11:39 PM

| Sunday, February 17, 2008

(Continued from last entry)

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD
1. north_liv
2. Shuf
3. Shusquare (HAHA)

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF
1. My complexion. My most valuable asset.
2. My really BLACK hair. The sunlight can't even change it to brown xD
3. My aligned rows of teeth. Though they can be whiter, but straight enough.

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF
1. MY THIGHS. WTF.
2. My forever-cracking dry lips.
3. My two big fat eyebags.

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE
1. Chinese
2. Singaporean
3. HOKKIEN. HAHAHA.

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU
1. Bugs
2. Bugs
3. Bugs

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS
1. FOOD.
2. Internet
3. Social life

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW
1. The OLD zhss pe t-shirt. You know with that green lines. That's really OLD. HAHA.
2. SHORT shorts ;D at home what.
3. Specs -_-

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS OR MUSICAL ARTISTS
1. JJ
2. Ayumi
3. Linkin Park

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS: (at the moment)
1. Wake Up Call - Maroon 5
2. Marionette - Ayumi
3. The Great Escape - Boys Like Girls

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP
1. Humour
2. Love and surprises (Passion is a bonus. HAHAHAHA.)
3. Excitement

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE
1. I can't live without chocolates.
2. I can't wait for this disastrous semester to be over
3. I'M LOVING NUS LIFE RIGHT NOW. RIGHT. BJSHAOHSOIAHSOA.

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE PREFERRED SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU
1. Eyes that can 'talk' *melts*
2. Megawatt smile *_*
3. Just have a pleasant face. rofl.

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES
1. Drawing
2. Reading
3. Internet -_-

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW
1. Go VISIT JAPAN!!!
2. Needs more social life. Period.
3. I need to munch on chocolate.

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING/YOU'VE CONSIDERED
1. Work in SGX =D but that's tough to get in though.
2. In the advertising industry.
3. Banks lor. Boring jobs T_T

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION
1. Japan
2. US
3. Europe

THREE KID'S NAMES YOU LIKE
1. Isabelle!
2. I like any girl's name with a 'xuan' inside.
3. Gerald. For some reason I like this name. Hahahha.

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE
1. Leave my footprints at all continents
2. See the WONDERS OF THE WORLD!
3. Be a millionaire. *evil laughs*

THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A GIRL
1. I like hot guys >.>
2. I care a lot about my hair.
3. Basically, I spend too much time shopping.

THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY (LIKE) A BOY
1. I act like a tomboy.
2. I think some women are hot and sexy (and what's wrong with that?)
3. I dress like a boy if i want to.

THREE PEOPLE THAT I WOULD LIKE TO SEE TAKE THIS QUIZ NOW
I Aiya. You want to do the quiz do la. HAHAHA.

Anyway, I'm very sian about my life right now. Life is in an all time low, I blogged it on facebook about it already, so I wouldn't repeat it here. I NEED MORE FAMILIAR FACES IN NUS! Now I completely understand how ZT feel last semester. Sigh.

Valentines' Day was a bore this year. People asked me out but I prefer staying at home and doing my work because they are overwhelming T_T Oh, I can't wait for this semester to be over.

Shuf

Created at 12:29 PM

| Tuesday, February 12, 2008

Koped from zt.

You are the moment when the last bell rings and school lets out for the day. You are resistant to schedules and obligations, so you love feeling like you're in control of your life again. You are the very moment when the second hand hits the 12, and the halls fill with noise and motion. Even if your after-school time is packed with activities, lessons, or a job, somehow, you just feel freer in the late afternoon than you do earlier in the day. Maybe it's all that blue sky and afternoon sunshine? Nah -- even on rainy days, 3:15 is always a beautiful time.

I will update again when I have the time. :D

(and i indeed like 3.15pm. hahaha)

Shuf

Created at 10:47 PM

| Monday, February 04, 2008

WHY DOES MACRO ECON NEED DIFFERENTIATION AND CHAIN RULE AND THOSE STUPID MATH RULES. JHDSOHDOSDSDDJSKD.

Okay enough rumblings. I'm being like that because I was doing my econ homework and I nearly died. I realised that I cannot even differentiate root squares anymore. Nice.

But that's not the point of this random entry. The point of the entry today is basically GOSSIP! Something I have not blogged about for a long time.

Lol. Know what's the hottest gossip in town now? The HK stars sexual pictures scandal. If you have no idea what I'm talking about, you are seriously behind the news. Wait I mean tabloids. Yea they say tabloids are a waste of money and time yada yada yada but don't we guys love to read about those news when Britney get into her new lows and media are always cashing in money because of these news.

But anyway.

I'm not going to elaborate too thoroughly on this issue, though. Suddenly, I feel that Edison Chen is a male whore. Or some sicko with a serious case of sexual deprivation. Or someone who needs deep psychological help. Because apparently the thousands of sexual nudity star pics are from his hard disk of his, er, PINK laptop.

(But the pink one is limited edition, okay!)

THE PICS REAL OR NOT? People say. I admit, curiosity got the better of me and I have seen the uncensored pics online. Before you go 'ewww', please, they are EVERYWHERE in the Net now. Anyway, the point of me looking at the pics is to observe whether the faces are really edited or something. However when I scrutinise them (ON THE FACE ONLY) there's really no obvious signs of editing. For one, I'm a photoshop user as well. Not pro, but have 3 years of experience of editing pictures. If they are edited, the pictures would have been TOO perfect. The lightings, the angles, the skin shades. The details. Too real.

PLUS THERE'S THOUSANDS OF THEM! WTF. This reminds me that Edison is a male whore again. Period. No matter how good looking he is.

I pity the ladies who are involved in this scandal though. Disgraced stars. Some, from the pictures, seem unaware of the existence of camera. Some did though. In the end, the ladies are always the ones who suffer the most from this kinda thing.

But I can't help but think they are really dumb. What happened to the lessons learnt from the Western part of the world? Remember Paris Hilton's sex video? That High School Musical Girl Vanessa-w/e-her-name-is's nude picture? The humiliation they suffered? They are public figures, damn it. These things will get spread as long as they exist. So now. STASH ALL YOUR HUMILIATING PICTURES FROM YOUR HARD DISK NOW! You never know when a sicko will hack into your computer and copy the pictures into a disk for their own using pleasures.

Though I feel sorry for the female stars, at the back of my head, I can't help but think that they are sluts.

Shuf

Created at 1:20 PM

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